P.s. ShootinGs

2009-11-07T15:32:00.002+08:00

Just had a little miracle conversation with her..
I dint date her out directly..
but.. her indirectly rejected makes me feel relief...
after that conversations.. i felt weird.. not to her but me...
Yep... Relationship towards her is a Past...
So....... lols...
altot she helped me when i'm Down ...
but..
its just friends.. =D
Cause i noe that.. she treated me as a friend..
So i cant asked for much =D..
Lets just be friends =)

2009-11-04T21:46:00.003+08:00

Awww!!! STRESSS ARHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH..

Now Leaving our FYP aside.. Chiong something out for our GOD DAMN DEMOREEL!!! T_T
wan cry le *

guess lots of student in our class wan cry too =D
*lets cry tgt!!

still gt Flash.. TRailer O_O"

last but not least.. the most important ShiT!.. THE PORTTTTTT FOLIO~~ =D

Sigh* say the facts... i not even done a single pieces...
*altot theres lots in my mind =D*

i scare no time to draw n complete!!! ahhh~

WHY !!! no one there for me T_T..
*too selfish.. i dun care!! i just wan someone or anyone there for me!!! xD*

and

wanna make something clear...
dun get wrong of wad i am..
just tell me if u felt anything weird to me..
dun play MIA or Stranger with me can..
i hate those game..
if i did anything make u feel uncomfortable...
tell me.. i will leave u in a correct manner.. =)

*MORE PPL SEE THN I POST MORE BLOODY!!*

2009-11-02T10:28:00.005+08:00

Ytd too late reach home T_T...

Ytd me jianhui & JL going to the Bugis Library Draw PORTFOLIO (P.s Deomoreel & Flash)
but we only manage to finish 1 of the drawing for pOrtFolio.. cos.. *THE TIME IS TOO FAST!!*
I found alot of reference n inspirition for my PortFolio liao..!!! heee
I oso taking alot of picture (P.s Is not allowed!!, Dun Try This At Home ARH!!!xD)
just after my third abstract letter.. the sun down ! -.-" (P.s We from 4 draw till 8)

Just For You (Y)

Rated 4/5 stars (P.s Copy From Eileen xP)

alrite alrite! after drawing, we went to *Just Aicd*! (P.s Its not a TYPO!)
LMAO ..
Me jh n JL like hungry ghost... eat till their ice cream nearly no more O_O"!"
and the meal just cost about 5.90 cheapest. a Chicken Cutlet Set Meal.!! xDD

2009-10-31T19:43:00.004+08:00

Today Nothing Much~ During My Keyboard Lesson..
Have some convesation to my teacher =)..
thinking about changing Intrusment to Piano.. but my room no space to put..
not even my room.. even my Living room no space.. xD
*sigh.. then i see my teacher's "TrueForm" today?.. he played a song "where my home belong"
sounds Wow.... Can be as nice as playing with Piano.. haha...
duno why... everytime heard his playing.. i get motivated.. ENVY TOOOOOOOOOOO ~_~

After That.. Just having my Breakfast + Lunch Together with gr n his friends..
PIZZA~... Damn Full =="
And its funny... Gr's friend cant eat the Pizza and we purposely eat infront of him with a Yummy Looking.. haha... we're just bastard == " lols...

2009-10-31T00:22:00.005+08:00

lols... altot today i was in a bad mood (becos of School thingY) ... i choose to go "Art Museum" with jian hui's mate.

n.. guess wad.. i found smt super interesting... theres alot actually..

thats a cabinet.. inside there was a tunnel... its bright.. theres a turning..

after the turn... theres alot of paper on the wall... and a small Hole..

inside the hole.. its a room.... guess wad?.. its make of.. black n white.. lols.. ITS CREEPY !!! haha.. serious..

i wanna bring my friend n take alook.. its cooll.. serious..

HAIS LUKE.. SHOULD HAVE COME... sure nice..

jianhui intro wont jiao wei de...

really.. makes my mood better after going there...

but before that... lols... we walk pass the place that me & her had been before.. gt lots memory while im passing that building.. =)..

i nv wanna ask to revise the time back .. treat her as friend jiu is maximum le.. =D

oh ya.. the place with black n white... its look like time travel back.. =DDD its cool.. really.. i promise to bring my friend or who who to there if really.. have chance =D..

*The Black Wall Behide. Its a Room Inside*

BELIEVE IT OR NOT xD

Nah! I only can show u the picture we took in the Museum.. (The Guard Took For Us some more! *I tot cant take picture inside? xD)

AND!!! LAST!!!!!!

the cat is an error.. i mean the 1 above xD.. i duno how to make it down T_T... some one? please!!!

2009-10-30T13:27:00.003+08:00

Ytd around 12 plus thn reach home .. Tired ._."

duno why.. this week i damn pissed by our school thingy =="

not important... more important is.. im pissed..
no one there for me -.-"

when i need ppl to accompany.. "they" are busy.. busy..

lols...

nvm!... after that.. after school.. around .. 7?

me n jianhui's mate meet our hiadi.. LUKE.. for pool xD (Shh!! parent duno de)

haha.. play till 1030.. when i reach mrt .. (sibei heng ah!) last train in 2 mins!! (heng orh? Heng Orh? ehh HENG ORH??) LOL...

reach home already A.M le.. lols... Friends are there for me actually ..

2009-10-29T02:02:00.005+08:00

wow.... look at the time now... 2am.. lols..

yeapp.. all might tot that im playing game till so long.. actually (yes) =.="

but meanwhile im finding idea for Portfolio... i drew few trash at library with Jianhui Mates~ but i still decided to keep all n use few.. =D

today at school duno why suddenly pissed off becos of a ping pong .. i return them i ball in a ill-mannered ways... T_T .. they trying to parrot me... and i give the cabinet a tapkick (poor cabinet) ,_,

maybe its nervous what to reply to eileen .. haha... all i can say is she is the second girl i cant be myself when mentioned her ~_~.. but.. so many years of friends... duno y..

well im not trying to push the blame to eileen.. i wont..
i just blame myself.. why i had a weird tempered.. makes me look like a ... an agrrogrant hooligans... i guess no girls will like it huh.. eileen~ =\
hais... nvm la!... no time to vexed over such matters... must concentrate on FYP..

today i super sad lor... i kidding with mr ridwan only thn he say till im a black sheep in the team like that T_T... i will do my work.. im not slacker okay... somemore im doing extra thingy for the group sia... hais... is like that de la... when he is not around im working hard.. when he is around just nice im finding Musical intrusment thingy.. (im interested in Violin nowadays xD) so will makes him think that im slack.. oso lazy to explain.. lols.. GPA minus jiu minus lor... i no need to support anione right now! xD

today im quite happy cos..
i late reply eileen she actually will sms me say " no message me?" lols... she's cute... really.. hahaha..

and we actually had chat till nth to say.. ,_," very paiseh de lerh like tat.. tok to girls till nth to carry on.. lols..

Back.

2009-10-24T13:47:00.002+08:00

Arlow~
Nth much to say..
Busying FYP (Final Year Project) nowadays..

so lets talk after my FYP kays? =D

2009-04-27T15:28:00.001+08:00

Leave me alone =="

2009-04-27T15:16:00.002+08:00

Wad a fuk dup day =="

Fuk dup weather / fuk dup school / fuk dup class /

Fuk It!.

Good Team i had man!..
not responsible at all.. wtf izzit siol..

today lesson end so early..
ask for going their house doing the Fukin animatic..
dun even bother to ans my fuking question.. . joke.

after school... rather slacking at coe.. oso dun wanna plan of FYP.. knn..
i find tat its really wasting my time hanging with them. especially is not school time. *gosh*
when i say im going home since u guys slacking in coe room..
one of them. actually gt face to say. "tot u going to do animatic?"
seriously.. i feel like slapping him. dun wan do work. still wan down there knlj.
they like to do last min work.. i really gt no space to entertain them.. shit them.

Lan jiao lang. kns

2009-04-23T23:24:00.002+08:00

Post for Eileen =)...

Shun Bian... say my feeling nowadays.. haha...=X..

same.. actually.. confuse~~..

no one can help.. no one can share.. =/..

lols..

i .. wan her to noe my emotion..
but....

i just cant let her unhappy becos.. im unhappy..

lols...

haiz..

sry abit drunk =P.. lols..

...

sry Eileen i really duno how to continue this post leh..
aiyo...
all the typing makes me remind her.. TT...

They say Drunk can forget all the sorrow..
fake de.. really.. all fake......
When my Xing Qing Better le thn i repost a new de for u..

Sorry.

2009-04-14T00:12:00.002+08:00

Lols...

Dun really noe how to say..

becos of a friend =="
i scold a gal. zz
first time.. with such attitude..
such... zz

even my friend say they first time see me so angry..

even the expression out obviously =="

i even brought 2 "red bull" .. zz

after im cooling..

i rewind abit..

find that im abit too far..
too harsh towards her..

hmm..

so.. yea did apologise thro sms..

lols..

Changing History..
scold a gal like scolding a guy =="..zzz

2009-04-12T22:50:00.000+08:00

Hai!..

School gonna start.. tml.. ._.

all the best to all ppl.. =)

n me ..

2009-04-09T22:02:00.003+08:00

Dear Qi..

this will be the last song i wanna let u hear... =').

altot u cant see this blog.. ever...... ever..

but i guess thats the only place i can splash all my feeling to..

i .. must be crazy. possessed . or even concusion..
i fall for u.. for no reason.. no start. no end. no love................
____________________________________________________________________

i told her... the feeling..

but.. half way thro.. i gave up..

i suddenly have sigh of regreting.. so i gave up..

love someone.. cant be regreted.. but i did.. lol..

i will acting strong these days..

but.. today.. i cant stand it anymore ..

its sad... altot i taste that everyday.. but..
its painful .. still..

aww sucks!.. hate to taste that feeling.. but..
_________________________________________________________________

i noe.. its not a good choice to avoid her msg.. but..

thats the only way .. if not.. i might be more.. depressed...

i always... think for the bright side... i always try to stay happy..

but.. when i noe the fact inside my heart..

my tears... haha.. i duno why.. u noe?

i will nv noe... cos.. infront of u.. im a strong 1..

i must be the strong 1.. u noe?..

cos... im.. big brother.. .. really? brother only?

lols... im.. ..... speechless..
________________________________________________________________

well.. at least now i noe the answer.. n..
thx.. n love u. 4 e.v.e.r

End Zai.

2009-04-05T00:09:00.002+08:00

Wow..

today Heng i nv skip my keyboard lesson =p..

i woke up n i had a bad bad sore throat.. T_T..

Plus.. im overslept .. =X

feel like skipping my lesson today.. but..

haha.. some how i did it.. going for lessons =D..

n i nv regret of going it.. heh..

cosh.. my teacher.. is.. talented .. i mean.. amazing.. =D..

he actually played "Forbidden Love" beside me..

i was like.. "woot!"..

u noe? the feeling.. the music..

was like .. " r u sure tats come out from ur fingers?"

lols..

my attention was totally snatched by him ... haha..

i guess if gals heard tat.. might fall for him.. hahxx

its a excitement for him. and its a target for me =)..

2009-03-29T00:01:00.002+08:00

唉。。真不知如何说起。。
不知道什么时候。。
我(陈宥在)爱上了她。。(陈佳棋)。。。
这。。是我第一次。。那么确认。。那么清楚。。地知道自己想要什么。。
我好想拥有着“远距离的爱”

但。。

当我。。发现。。
我们。*不能在一起。。
我都会忍不住。。流下了眼泪。。

*如果。。只是普通的不合。。那我也只好认了。。*

当我发现。我喜欢她时。。我并没感到惊讶。。
*我想。。我早就爱上了她吧*
只是没发现而已。。
可是。。我开心得乱跳。。^^”

但。。当我回新加坡时。。
我真的。。好。。挂念她喔。。想惨了。。
偶尔。。会忍不住写给她简讯。。
希望真的能让她感觉到。。她其实每分每秒。。都在我心理。。
好傻哦我。。：D

我。。发现她跟我。。有。。血缘关系时。。
我。。什么。。。什么都没了。。
我。。失去了人生。。
失去了色彩。。
失去了快乐。。
失去了笑容。。
一年见一次就算了。。
明明。。相爱的两人。。却不能在一起。。

“你们会不会觉得。。(牛郎织女)。。好幸福哦。。”
至少。。他们找到了真爱。。属于他们的爱。。

我在这里。。和你告别了。。我的：--->

2009-03-25T20:56:00.001+08:00

Should i ask.. or not?

2009-03-18T23:51:00.003+08:00

Well..
..
really duno wad to post..
sucky days nowadays.. lols..
cant realli p0st s0mEthInng G0Od. ~~

Lets Share my Grand Mama Stories to You..

I used to be Gutless during my secondary skul life..
duN even dAre t0 j!!0 gals.. lols.. (sounds Funny)
but..
theres a gal.. who make me love her in first sight.
and its first day of Sec1 . (camping Day).
(yaya.. she same class as me during sec1 =.=")

we play tgt. have fun tgt .. during sec 1..
but.. during sec2.. we begin to act like StRangers..
i dun0 why.. hmm...

aLmOst whOle class n0e i liKe her..
n.. her friend tried to (Tips-ing) her.. saying tat im interest in her.. bla bla..
but she dun believe them..
i tried.
really.. tried..
just cant let my mouth open big infront of her..

yep (tats sounds silly huh) =)
just....

unfortunately.. during sec 3.
a bad news..
i drop to NT.. ~
I tot i gort no more chances to same classes as her..
so i gave up.. n continues my road ahead.. (alone).
says is always more easy thn do.. huh?.. lols..
ya i cant forget her...
but wad can i do? i ask myself once...
(Knowing that she had a Bf.. Hurt.)
but..
all the times.. i know a friend..
a good friend.. Nope.. Bestie.. =)
his name.. is (time)
he helped me to cure all my pain. .. indeed a bestie for me.. =).

2009-03-17T14:10:00.002+08:00

I love this music.. =)
it very meaningful to me..
its.. the only "Memento" to me.. =)..

*sigh.
guess in my life .. i keep making mistake..
stupid mistake..

guess theres no turning back*. ..

2009-03-02T23:05:00.000+08:00

Stress..
busy all day long.

2009-02-23T23:06:00.002+08:00

Today Nearly Kena Bang By Motor...
Otw from jp to my house...
Listening to Songs..
Dont understand why..
Certain music really make me think of Certain Thingy..

Yep..
I was thinking of her.
past long ago..
suddenly think of her..
cos.. i found a girl..
look damn alike..
hahs

I Wonder.. if i really kena crash..
who the be the one visting me besides family.. =)..
or.. might even wont be a chance to visit.. =D..

2009-02-20T01:57:00.002+08:00

Ytd...

is the last time i view her on Friendster.. =)..
She found her true Love..

No point Viewing her actually..
haha...

i kidda proud of myelf.. =D.
letting her go is better thn hoping her staying wif me..
at least.. she is happy now.. =)
i ...
did a good job.. i think...

lolols!

2009-02-17T01:12:00.002+08:00

Sucky Day. ! %%.

Sweat like hell =.=""
I nv noe tat my 2.4 is so.... lousy T_T..

Today is damn Sucky Mood..
hais...
duno wad i had become recently..
wild?.. or wad.. big bully?

Sometimes...
Let them off will feel better than treat them fist...
get wad i mean??

my mind is totally complicated nowadays..
hate to face her..
duno how to face her..
duno wad to say ...
cant say...

just...
argh...

No One Knows I miss her alot..
...

rumours said tat.. "1 wishing star can grant ur wish"
my wish is.. can we be 5 mins couple....
and... a wish of unlimited wishing stars....

2009-02-16T00:55:00.002+08:00

Haiz... Tml Nafa...=)..

Today Weather is damn....
make me headache ).(..

I had a special valentine ytd =)...
Life is boring...
i just.. had a complicated life thn others..
(why..?)

(so many hours.. so many days..)
to see her.....

i should be happy... but why.. my mind are confusing rite now...
guess no 1 can help me... seriously..
acting pro.. will noe increase my vex towards them..
say till the end.. only time is the best item .. best medicine to save me ... isnt it?..
or... her..?

2009-02-13T01:32:00.002+08:00

Friday.. liao..

Saturday is Valentine dayss!!! xD...

Happy For Those Couples.. =DD
Guys Tat Single..
dun be sad!..
One Year One Time!! xDD
..

for me.. it took forever.. =)..
cos...
i fall in love with one that cant be together ... =
but.. i wont give up even its 0% xD..

Actually..
i think thro darn lots thingy..
i find tat..
i no need to have her.. just.. she happy.. i happy =D..

i not scare of falling her traps or i fall in love wrongly..
i just.. scare.. i nv in love with her before... =)..

k la k la.. zz Nice Festi let me say till so Emo.. -.-""
Good Luck All Couples !!
Super Good Luck To All Single..
(get a 1 to celebrate next year) xDD

2009-02-10T20:12:00.001+08:00

=DD..

Natural High.. ^^

2009-02-07T12:33:00.002+08:00

Bored!

Hais.. Wandering all days..
aimless..

Playing Piano while tears rolling..
MoodLess..

Heard Sad Music or Songs..
Nose Gets Hurts!

Tell other not to cry for BgR.
Yet Crying for Himself..

2009-02-04T00:35:00.002+08:00

每一年的一月。。
都有一次不快乐。。

唉。。
十八年了。。
09年的我。。最寂寞。。最伤感。。

因为我。。太想她了吧。。=)。。

我一定。。一定会学这
坚强的过这年。
才能。。在新的一年。。
再见她。。
=)。。

我记得。。她说过。。
“借口”的旋律.. 特别美。。特别好听。。。
当时我没回应她。。
因为。。我也有同感。。
我。。。
=)。。

2009-02-02T21:50:00.003+08:00

Help~~~!!!...

Im Moodless towards everything i do nowadays..
:(...
(Nowadays.. during lessons time.. will auto go out classroom.. for.. fresh air..)

Eileen Hope u will get used to the new environment =)...
Must WorkHard!.. =D

All My Post only Eileen can Read.!..
CAUSE..

2009-02-01T23:27:00.002+08:00

Eileen...
....n..nothing..

(feels like.. the wall between us had rise...)

Haiz...
Lonely Valentine Days for me.. heh..
day by day.. hours by hours.. minutes by minutes.. seconds by seconds.
I just cant .. forget.. hmm

2009-02-01T00:47:00.003+08:00

想同了。。
在这里闷闷不乐。。不是办法。。

Gonna Do Something Meaningful...
"Design" something..
Time will past easily..
All i can do.. Wait till next yr..
=D..

"Always Look on the Bright side of Life"
xDD

I will not give up.. just 1 sentence from u..
“我一定等你回来”。。 =)

2009-01-28T20:41:00.005+08:00

一月二十八日。
在学校一直闷闷不乐的。。
所以才放学我就去我家地区的Gym发泄一下。。
跑了十多分钟而已。。就喘成。。。。

回家路上。。
超不能控制的。。
就Sms了她。。佳佳。。

没想到。。
她也和我一样。。
这两天胸口闷闷的。。
。。。
都为对方感到难过。。

2009-01-27T16:18:00.007+08:00

一月二十七日，二零零九年。
十点三十五分，

我今年的第一颗眼泪诞生在一辆巴士里，是一辆回新加坡的巴士上。。

我。。好想念。。好想念佳佳。。

在二十六日晚上，回国的前一天。。
我们在秋千里，手拉这手，渡过了一个难忘的晚上。
当我紧握这她的手时，我还真不想放开，想一直这样，永远都不放开。

当我们手牵手，一起闭这眼睛，聆听这我们喜欢的歌曲“借口”时.
任何人都无法达绕我们，感觉好像比此不能离开对方似的。。。

是上帝在为我们俩哭泣吗?。

当我一个人独自坐着，闭上了眼睛，
升手起来，感觉好像牵着你的手。。
仿佛好像拥抱着你。
但。。
我的心，却是昏昏沉沉的。。
在这时刻，突然打雷闪电。。下起了一场大雨。。。

明明深爱对方但不能如愿以偿。。

上帝
我愿意，扣了我一半的生命，
只要能和“佳”在一起。。永远。。永远。。
(一定要等我回来)。

2009-01-21T17:42:00.002+08:00

Today i heard a news..
Ytd some1 accidentally cut herself while doing Stb..

just nice.. Ytd makaning with Edmund..
my finger was.. damn pain.. for no reason -.-"

Yea.. of cos..
we're still friend..
but..
now all i can do is.. nothing..
Sorry..

Im ... just. Tired...
Give me another chances..
i will still prefer.. Nothingless..

2009-01-20T23:50:00.004+08:00

Argh! Shit!!..

my 3D "Char Design" haven hand in...
today is dateline T_T..

nvm... a little bit more will do.. =D

Today
so tired.. till 6 thn off..
actually wanna go douby with Violet..
but.. suddenly dun feel like going.. haha..
so.. they leave first.. n i leave till Labby Close xD..
leaving half way.. i suddenly think of Edmund lol..
so i go next door n find him hehe..

Go Eunos with him.. Makan-ing..
Pasa Malam.. lols..
Eat till siao.. (cos long time no go out tgt alrdy)
sit for awhile..
chat BOYS mind... haha..
Joke around..
Do wadever lah lols

Eh... Someone wanna be Devil wor..

k k.. no prob.. i help u ask.. ""

2009-01-17T23:51:00.002+08:00

Today... Keyboard Lesson was fun..
(but i forget.. i own 2 months de money ler.. xD)

must remember to pay..
if not will tio kick der T_T..

haha... Today Super Happy =X..
On The Way to Lesson..
At Bus 99 ..
I Saw an angel HEHE..
Eileen.. dun mind me calling u tat bah?? xDD
Bus99 so Flood.. thn suddenly gt "light shine on a direction"..
i look n i noe is EILEEN.. lols!..xDD
(Grow Prettier ler..)

Okay Okay...
After my Lesson..
of cos... back home..
Going out with bro during the afternoon..
For New Year Cloths.. n Shoes..
happy triping at Chua chu kang, Imm, Clementi.. xD
brought a T-shirt.. Hangten de..
n a New Balance running shoes..
n Clementi for K - ing.. hehe..

________________________________
Eileen u wan learn keyboard i teach you =DD..
i will try my best to teach der T_T..
dun "Xian Qi" my skills bad lerh.. T_T...
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2009-01-17T02:04:00.003+08:00

2 AM lerh!..

Practising My Keyboard till now.. heh..
tml still gt lesson.. for keyboard!!..
so exciting!!..

every weeks i hope for more n more complicated keys / notes to out..
so i can improve day by dayss..
hahas.s..

my keyboard long time nv practise ler..
becos of tat stupid project =X..
i put in lots time n effort on it.. =D

wan my life full with joy..
hope everything is not late yet..
tot emo for long..
but..
still hope having a happy ending.. heh..

2009-01-16T13:17:00.003+08:00

Wth today~~

No Lesson no one telling me !!TAT!!

thn i go school for nth.. haha...
Still Go With Edmund -.-"
actually have..
Own William the 3D Characters Work...
hahass..
but sian... ~~

So i Went to CoE Room with William..
Draw my character.s.

Roughy Sketch a "Vincent Valentine"
but he said too detail -.-""
then at end..
i design a stupid emo Doll for him..
AND HE SAY APPROVED..
WAT THE HELL-.-""

hahass.. but heng.. thro out the drawing..
i have a Cute friend Eileen chat with me..
haha if not i bored to death -.-"

after draw thn go back JP.. T_T..
Bo liao.. waste time hahass
but bo bian... i owm william the work..

arghh unfair.. live so far oso must come back T_T..
but not regreting coming to this school xP..
if not i wont have a chance to noe the teachers here.. hehe..

Hais
Edmund now is CoE de .. so happy for him..
how i wish i was CoE student.. haha..
next life time i think oso cant get in loh.. zzz
but... his Gf dun seems like him to be in CoE..
hmm.. scare him too stress bah.. hahas..

Oh.. After reach jp..
i meet my friend Sh & Gr for Breakfast.. hohos!..
Mac -.-" (sian)..
UNHEALTHLY FOOD..
Waste Money Waste Time Waste Life.. LOLS!

K k.. going out soon.. =X..
Meet my 2 friends later.
Eh!.. ani one haven brought their New Year Cloths..
Jio Me!!!
Im Buying Too!!!

and!!

Post For you xD.. Eileen!! xD..
(Really Cute.. Ask you to tag.. really put a "Tagged")
(Tats what i like about you hahas!)

2009-01-16T07:22:00.003+08:00

Presentation is over..

No need Ton at chris house for Stb lerh.. =)..

But We tot of Re-Doing a New 1 For Mr J n Chua Again...

Story is not bad but no Endingg... haha..

but..

Im not tat happy with my Animatic..
altot Mr J Said is 1 of the best among the Groups..

But realise tat.. i dono anything abt Animatic at all..
they said mine looks like a Wedding Gallary.. T_T..

Yawn!!! i From Ytd 3 pm... (just Reach Home)

Sleeping till now.. 7:30am..

Time for School!!.. bye guys haha..

2009-01-14T20:07:00.002+08:00

I Dont Seek For Forgiveness..

But Please.. I noe.. say here is abit "BhB"

but.. dont hate all mens cause of me.. will you??..

im not having any immature mindset..
but..
all i did will be good for both of us... "Ming Bai" mah??

Hate me all you can...
but dun drag all mens down..
Knowing you is the most cruel thing u did.. don eu noe tat??
how i wish i can hate eu like eu hate mie now..

Cos.. Hate is Definitely can be Forgiven Easily thn Love.. Isnt it ??
Well.. if my injure can transmute joyful to you..
i rather injure till end up in hospital .. get it??

Im a Utterly Failure .. i miss 2 chances.. but..
the second time i lost you..
i find tat.. im already giving you the happiness i own.. =)

we have the same feeling abt each other isnt it??
we have the same mindset abt each other isnt it??
but theres 1 thing u different from me...
eu feel bad.. isnt it??
but i feel like im dieing..
i dun have any nice feeling when im avoiding you...

avoiding you is not a Immature Mindset..
you may tot tat.. cant get ur love.. cant be friend.. or even classmate....
but... wad i wan is..
Cool down.. Forget ur good.. ReLeech your attitude.. ReDo your friend..
Get wad i mean mah?? ST..

no point explaining now rite?...
hate me bah...
but pls.. dun hate all mens..

i believe tat 100 mens only im the one will let you disappointed..
ST..
...

2009-01-13T22:51:00.002+08:00

Nowadays..

Behaving Weird At School.. Duno Why..

prehaps..
just infront of her..

Im avoiding her..
I dun wanna fall in love with her again..
Its.. Hurt..
(if you saw this msg)
(dun worry.. after i get my mind set straight. i will find u back =) )a

*Hais..*
I Miss the feeling she lie her head on my shoulder..
Last time i felt werid..
but now..
...

Plss.. Stop.. will you?

2009-01-10T22:28:00.003+08:00

Thursday.

At Bus. (to Chris House)
the bus
--> Sqeezey
A girl walk pass me..
--->her smell..
--->her back view
--->her hair style.

is 95% alike..
i feel like calling..
but.. i noe.. its not her..

ya.. i miss her.. alot..
but.. tat doesnt change the facts i already give up on her..=)

NOW
sian.. nowadays need to come chris house for STB -..-"
till late night..
even Ton -.-"
but.. i have a feeling tat..
(we're not going to make it on time)
hais...

2009-01-08T03:11:00.002+08:00

hais..

now at chris house..
(doing stb)
so stayed over night :S..

thn in the end.. all play L4D -.-"
was like.. "hell" -.-"
waste time there lols..
but..
lucky.. mr J say the presentation post to Monday *Hurray!*
lols.. but see my MateS slack till like dat..
really duno how to do siol.. hahas..
hmm.
alone now...
all slping..
listen to songs i like..
boring...

no one to tok to..
no one will understand..
no one will notice..
no one is here..

no.. body.. =)

2009-01-05T17:48:00.002+08:00

1st day of school..

Still.. -------> Boring ._..

School End At 10 O_O.. -----> MORE BORING.. _ ...

but ..

after sch luke n jh jio me go party world..
(think go home nth to do oso..)

hehex.. thn i join them.. just roaring around lols!

hais..
Sec Yr Started... Guess i need a timetable for myself =)..
Cannot Slack As B4 le..
Mei Qian Tu.. -.-"

2009-01-03T14:35:00.002+08:00

Hi everyone =)..

Ytd.
-----> Bbq with Chris they all.. (Took so long to start the fire.. xP)
-----> in the need ask others bbq pit de ppl to help start fire hahax lols..
----->nvm! see how to start, learn how to start.. so next time no need help lerh.. hahs..
----->after bbq.. Sam. brought a bottle of vodka.. (Seems nth).. but.. heh..
----->As a "Bartender" sam help us mix Some Funky Juice inside.. after we drink..
----->All of us face red.. (especially mine.) lols..
----->But me n violet keep drinking.. -.-.. majiam free 1 (eh! monday still need pass 10$ hor)
----->okay okay.. finish the first bottle.. we went to the mini mart again.. (SECOND ROUNDxD)
----->Wow.. this time.. bigger bottle.. hahs!.. we drink till face red red..
----->meet friends for Snookers.. so.. just drink abit.. thn i going off with larry n violet..
-----> On the way to busstop... Violet cant even walk properly.. -.- keep turn here n there.
-----> LMAO.. (Act Pro Drinker) keep drink drink.. lols.. (Having Fun) in the end.. lols..
-----> Never Drunk.. but.. I Like to be Drunk.. (can forget all sad thingy) =)..
___i just.. dun wanna.. love her(S).. k?

2008-12-31T13:08:00.005+08:00

On and on the pain goes on And it wouldn’t just wouldn’t die

我竟遠比想像中軟弱且無能為力

對你的眼神選擇了逃避

恨自己恨自己

On and on the pain lives on It’s hurting so much more

就讓我被悔不當初的罪惡吞去

懲罰過後能否帶來解脫

I’ll be fine I’ll be fine

So many cried listening to God

讓堅強不只是種偽裝

So many lies listening to you

天亮後 I will be fine

On and on the pain goes on and I just don’t know how to cope

伸手抱住自己是否就能夠不再空虛

最後信念別放棄

I will be fine I will be fine

So many cried listening to you

希望你能再給我力量

So many lies listening to you

什麼時候 I will be fine

當我再也不對任何事期待

只剩下你只剩下你

有天當我捨棄一切見

你請妳要微笑不語

So many cried listening to you

希望你能再給我力量

many lies listening to you

什麼時候 I will be fine

Hope You Guys Like It xD

2008-12-31T02:53:00.002+08:00

Sian arh..

nowadays.. every Noon..
Not Snooker thn Dota..
punches somemore (Holy)!
but heng..
gt win n lose.. lols.. xD

hais.. i already cannot climb up le i guess..

i eat oso think of her, sit oso think of her, stand oso think of her, bath oso think of her, drink oso think of her, sleep oso think of her, dream oso dream of her, singing oso think of her, play snookers oso think of her, play dota oso think of her, alone emo oso think of her..

Sian 1/2 ler lah..

jialat liao lah..

tio 4D oso not so zhun.. -.-"

sian arhh!!..

tml need go darryl house.. (for project)

but tat chicken Violet..

say gt BBq.. thn not going..

Win liao loh..

all win... left me alone to do..

sibei hoseh! xD..

nvm.. since i nth to do oso =X

if not..

either is ..: Snooker

Dota

2008-12-30T14:12:00.003+08:00

After the Third days Off-Ing my Phone..

start to think of her

when i On my HPhone. -> (wOw.. 9 Msg.. -.-")

(Wanna Ask About Her)

At 3am.. I sSMs her.

we cHat... ChaT... chAt...

but.. somehow i nOe tAt..

ii musT stOp cHating..

cOsh.. (the more i chat, the more i cant let her go)

Haiz.. hOw siOl..............................................

IAmSoEmo.._..

2008-12-25T14:37:00.004+08:00

Well Hey Guys Merry Christmas =)

Ytd just go countdown with my Basketball friends =D..

ORCHARD is damn sqeezey -.-" after CountDown,

we went to a Lan Shop.. (hEhx) playing games, do wadever we wan HohOs~

DotA larhs.. Maple Larhs.. CS larhs.. & a new game for me. Apa wad (Dead4Lives) arh?? lols

Oh! the weather outside is frightful, But the fire is so delightful

Since we've no place to go let it snow, let it snow, let it snow.

It doesn't show signs of stoppin' And I brought some corn for poppin'

The lights are turned way down low Let it snow, let it snow, let it snow

When we finally kiss goodnight, Oh I hate to go out in the storm, But if you'll really hold me tight,

All the way home I'll be warm, The fire is slowly dying. Let It Snow! Let It Snow!let It Snow!

Hahx... Well a Lonely Christmas For me.. =)

nowadays i keep slp at 4 -6 am zz but wake at 8 - 9 am -.- Total of 4 hrs slping for me (IS NOT ENOUGH)

aiss.. everynight lie on bed.. cant close my eyes.. cant slp.. cant not to think of her..
maybe i shouldnt return wad i own her.. after returning.. i felt tat i cant forget her at all..

i tot i already forget her totally .. but..

i think i must avoid her anywhere n everywhere ..

Gosh F**k Driving me Crazy ...

2008-12-24T01:29:00.004+08:00

HalO gUys~
later need wake up for sentosa ~_~
ShO sIanzz

hais.. Anyone Christmas no 1 acc ?..
dun be sad cosh..
(Everyone Beside You Are Also = tO Accompany You For Christmas =D )

Anyway i Receive a Gift that i nv had it b4 xD..
a pAcket oF lOlipOp xP.
(sounds stupid huh)

but i treasure it very much lols..

I already return wad i own..
(guess the chapter ending here le)

oh.. it should be ended long ago.. hahas..
hais..
Bye.. =)
Wish you a merry Christmass with all the dreams come true ..

2008-12-20T23:34:00.002+08:00

HohOhOs! MeRry ChRiStMass
-.-" (FOR DATE 24 de Hex)

Haiss.. Should i Ask HeR For GiFt xChaNGe? :S..

bOring X'maS T_T..

sO bUsY AfTer x'mAs T_T !!!

24/dec - Sentosa ( Not Confirmed )

1/Jan - My aUnt WeddiNg!! (WooT)

2/Jan - CLAssMatE BBQ (-.-)

sHo SianZ ... T_T..

NoWaDayS nOrTs aCtIvE as b3fOre lerh.. hahAs sIanz le hex xD

Cyas =)

2008-12-08T00:02:00.003+08:00

Im Back!! xD

Malaysia is so fun.. 5 times better thn here ._.
altot there dun have Computers, dun have Air-con, dun have shopping mall.
BUT! the environment is best xD
My house have a swing! xD
sitting there alone. i think through alot alot of thingys =)
its really relaxing down there T.T.. (Miss There, Miss Them and "JiaJia")
Well Guys! not tat Jia Jia okay?! lols! xP
There will always be a chances to go there again =)
Okay okay. overall its damn happy down there !
3 days at there its possible to take the whole year in ITE haha xD (Its true xP)
Well Well.. sry i dint brought any gum or wadever gift to THOSE who are greedy. =D
So...

Chill xD

2008-12-05T00:36:00.003+08:00

Later need to Leave Singapore lerh..
Afternoon de rain is so Big, So Heavy..
When a lightning strike infront of me..
Suddenly ur image appear in the middle of the rain..
You Disappeared..
I smile..
(i noe to do, take these holiday to plan)
planning how to treat u as "a friend"
i thinking of changing ur lifestyle during second year,

guys just see =)

I hate surrounded by them.. seriously.

i just wanna be strangers with them..

only things need to change for me,

i guess is my heart...

well.. tml will be another happy day =D..

Cheers..

2008-12-03T22:45:00.003+08:00

Forget it!

When the words "My Friend" sent out from her,
my 60% actually drop to 6%! ..
its... impossible for us..
well.. not stating "Dint even Try Wanna Give Up"
i did try =).. but not obvious enough.. =)
i already promise tat i will keep the third reason forever =)
so she will nv noe what actually i wan.. =D
so what if she is similar to me?..
(or i must say.. maybe i watch tv program too much.. "Tong Nian Tong Yue Tong Re Shen")
well.. this time round i actually not hurt much tot xD..
cos.. im being enlighten xP..
maybe tats the old words mean, "Do it without regret"
Okay.. After Tonight! all the days i met will be a happy day! xD
Cheers! for all Friends n Foes! =D

2008-12-03T19:39:00.005+08:00

heh..
today de exam.. (Quite easy neh) :P

So..
Ms Sri Work (Done!)xP
Uncle E Work (Done!) xP
Chua Work (Unknown) ._."

Hais..
Tonight i will tell her what i wanna tell her this afternoon =)..
Hope she will give me a special reply besides "Oh" "ok" "Huh"..
Soon i will be leaving Singapore, altot is just few days,
but after i come back.. Holiday le.. (Sounds Great Huh?)
but to me, nope :(.. 2 months didnt see her i will die.. seriously :(..
(dont see i always dili-deli "Happy-go-lucky" de i oso will serious abt Bgr de Okay?!?!hex.)

Hmm..
How to tell her leh..
hmm..
Vexed.. ._."

2008-12-02T16:45:00.004+08:00

WooT!

FinAllY!!

(Com Spoily For 1 Weeks T_T)

Those people on my LinKS wIll DefInItElY mIiss mIie ii nOe xDD..

gagaxx..

Eileen! do u miss me ?? xDDD

tOo lOnG nV tYpe mY hAnd abIt rUstY T_T..

duno wad to PoSt lErh lolS.

wEll!..

jUst hEre sAying..

IM BACK!! xDD

(Tml exAm.. MusT sTuDy xD)

2008-11-19T19:35:00.004+08:00

YeSteRdAe

Forget to Blog -.-" but then.. oSo ntH tO blOg -.-"
cOshh.. yTd i DinT gO tO sCh.. cOshh of.. wOunD aGaIn..
shO ii sTay aT hOme, chiOng dRaWing.. hahax.. n fInaLly haVe seEn sOme iMprOveMent..

OKAY

TOdAe.. huH.. KiDda hAppy? buT ii jUs cAnt rElEase mY jOynEss oUt aT sch..
ii wAnnA lEt hEr nOe ii gAvE uP oN hEr =D..
aCtuaLLy sHe gAve mE aN cOncErn sMs saiD tAt "U Sick Ar?" hOhOs.!
BuT iTs KiDda SuRpIse lOhz.. ii tOt nO1 wIll aSk mE wHy DiNt gO sCh, eXcePt fOr Violet xD..
HmM, sHo.. tAts tHe mAtterS tAt mAkes me hAppy fOr 1 DAes laRh.. xD
(MayBe tMl wOnt bE thE SaMe mOod, I dOnt kNow)
AfTer sCh, aCtually gOing wIth Fadilah etc etc. tO wAtch tHe dOnt kNow WaD AfRica de.(I lIke tO mOvE iT mOvE iT) xD..
bUt hOly sAke, vIolet no mOney.. nO chOiCes =).. gO Darryl hOuse dO "Drawing" lOhz..
On tHe wAy,.. brOugh a "hannamese" chicken rIce with Larry, makan at dARryl HouSe.. (3rd Storey) woot!.
iN tHe eNd, aLL gO hIs hOuse jUst tO sLp n PlAyiNg GAmEs... (HOly Crap) lols..
tHn wHen i was abOut tO dRaw, vIolet say hE gtG O_O".. FeTch hIs 4Head !! (stuPId jIdan)-.-"
HaIs.. A Word n There Goes My Precious Time.. T_T..
nO cHoiCe fOlloW tHem n i tOOk mY mRt tO BoOn Lay -.-"
and.. ByE xD.

2008-11-17T22:39:00.013+08:00

ThInGs wEnt sErious! ~
jUst dUring i PracTising my kEybOard.. i fElt tAt sOmeThinG is rOlling dOwn oVer mY nEck..
n my Uncle sAw a sAy.. "heY bEtteR gO wAsh uP!" tHer i nOe tAt iTs my WounD aGain -.-
iT jUSt.. cAnt stOp iT... 3 days lerh.. still bleeding.. waThEfaRk hAd hAppeN man!
hAis dOnt sAy lerh.. hOpe tOnIte wOnt hElp my nEw piLLoW pAint nEw cOloUr can lerh xD..
bUt reaLly.. iF aT oUtside bLeed.. pPl sEe lerh tOt i KeNa wHAck.. LOLS! xD

AT SKUL!

eArly iN the mOrnIng.. sOme1 diSsApoinT mIe.. gIb heR 3 cAll.. shE cLose hEr hP.. bUt iNsIst oF wan mIie tO wAke heR uP.. hAis.. MAybe i pUt wRong EffoRt tO wRong PeOplE.. =) ii dEcide to iGnOre hEr.. bUt hOw tO lEt hEr nOe? lols.. (Hao Fan).. Aiz..

at sCh.. dOing Ms Sri's Work.. cOmpleTe tHe bUtton, tHe pIcture, thE lInk n Background.. but! Sri sAys my BackGroUnd tOo cOmPliicatedd.. Hiass!!!! rEdo!! T_T.. nvm.. bUt afTer i Made mY BackGRound to a Simple 1, my foRmat for my linkS n piCture all Mixed T.T.. no ChoiCe.. rE-dO a QuiCk 1 lohss.. haha.. (Sway Day But Happy!)

AfTer sCHkul.. My Dear Classmate, Fahdilah, Ask Us tO gO mAkaN aT sUnTec. =).

tGt wiTh ChRis ViolEt DarryL JiaJiA eTc.. (in the end!? Burger King-.-")

mEanawHile wAiting fOr vIolet *GirlFriend* ..YanTing.. *WinD* *BloW*.. xD

jUSt wAlk aRound... gO hOme!! =D..

2008-11-16T12:35:00.004+08:00

BLEEDING NON-STOP

Its already 1 day plus lerh.. my head seems no recover at all ;(.
today i set an alarm, 9, wanna get up for basketball de..
thn when i wake up, i turn.. n wad i saw is some of u guys cant imagine..
a white pillow, become a red 1.. (Nice huh?) its like.. red paint pour onto it..
dun be doubt! its my blood =.=".. dun really noe my blood come from whr..
cos it bleed about, 24 hrs ler.. 1 day.. yep :S..
When i saw my pillow.. i think of nth but, (Yeah!! O_O) can change new pillow lerh! xD)

*Even if i die cos loss of blood,

no 1 noe oso..*

Haiz.. yTd bLeed till now, oSo nO1 gIving a CoNceRn call or Smses..
Aiz.. excEpt for mY 2 bRos. -.-".. Sad..
Guess Friend n Family is the Best.. =)

*Where Are You When I Need You Badly*

MemOr%%hAunt

2008-11-15T20:53:00.002+08:00

TodaE!
afTer my lEssOn, my fRiend sh asKed miie wAnnA go oUt anOrt..
acTuAlly waN derh.. buT thiNkiNg oF my hOmeWoRk. nO chOicE tO rejeCt =)
In tHe eNd i dInt dO my drAwing oSo.. T_T.. cosh...
bAcK hOme, bAth.. i aCciDentallY sCatCh my wOund at mY heAd, (Holy Shit!)
At fIrst i tOt littLe bLeed.. thN i tOuch n aLL spLaSh ouT!!.. i go waSh my heaD.. i seE all the wAter iS liKe oRange pInk cOlour.. ._. zz
tRy aLl kinds oSo cAnt stOp tHe bleeDing, wAstINg alOt of TiiSsues oSo cAnt stOp.. T.t
iN tHe EnD i JuS geT a ThicK tIssues.. prEss hArd eNoUgh to The wOund.. n till Now..
fiNally stOpped.. -.-" (Norts beri sure whether will Bleed aGain a Norts.. TAT)

If cOsh of tHeSe, i died..

wHo wIll bE thEre cRyinG fOr mIIe?

MemOr%%hAunt

2008-11-14T19:33:00.002+08:00

YeaH!!

Hehe! Eileen accept my date!! xD..

*shO hAppI xP*

MemOr%%hAunt

2008-11-12T19:17:00.007+08:00

RAINIE Day!~

ToDaE is juS anOthEr bOring daEs..
bUt finally!.. haVe prOgreSs in UnCle E de wOrk.. =D
fOund wAd ii wAnna dEsiGn n hOw ii pRoCeSs. xD

jUs rIghT aFter skUll.. waNna aCc Mao tO sEngKaNg mAkan derh..
but sit uNder a hOt wArm Sun, bUey tEheN leiis.. rEqueSt tO gO pAyAleBar mAkan derh..
thn see Mao liiKe aImaI AimAi.. thN i suA lOorhs.. tEll hEr tO gO hOme bah.. lols.
afTer tAt i wAlk back tO cAnteEn. sAw Jia they all.. kena scam sTay bAck fOr Life Skill Lessons.

THEN!!!

tiLL 3 pm, wE wEnt tO fOurTh flOor fOund oUt tAT.. THE TEACHER IS ON MC!!!!

ii wAs lIke.. (WAT THE F***) lols.. thn Jia kEep apOlogIsing.. =D dunO fOr wad! cOshh..

i dInt even bLame heR.. xD The oNly sHaG thIngy ish.. oTw tO bUssTop.. (Rain -.-"")

shO tiLl nOw.. yeP. sTill RaiNing -.-" i LikE tIs kInd oF wEather acTuallY =D

coOling.. wIndy.. and....

*I like walking in the middle of the Rain*

Cos... people won't see my tears then.

(To Add On)

aT mRt.. i SaW a WwSs gIrl.. (WooTs~)

sHe lOok aS bEautIful aS befOre ^^..

sHe sTill rEmeMber miie xD..

shOck sioOll.. lolss

wE stOp at tHe saAme plaCE.. (whIch is BoOnlAy)

aNd i tOt sHe wAs tAking wAd bUses.. thn in thE eNd.

wE jUs wAlk tO bUs 242. Stopped n wE sTArE at EaCh OtheR n SmIle like iDiOT =.="(PaIseH!)

insIde tHe bUs, i hOpe shE wOnt livE nEar mIie ! -.-"

bUt Heng laRhh nOrt sAme aRea =P.. shO ii jUs TuRn n wAve n gO hOme lerh..

(hEr faCe.. lOOks cUte when she sMile xD)

*I'm Not Filrt But Seriously*

*Her Smile Can Make All My (Fan Nao) Gone xD*

MemOr%%hAunt

2008-11-11T17:43:00.008+08:00

Who Will Understand Me?

SuPer mOodleSs derHs..
jUs dUring Mr J's leSsoN.. i sUddeNly juS becOm emO..
sOmehOw.. i nOe tAt my otHer sIde iS cOming...
but.. WhY?!.. wHy iZzIt nOw?? wHen ii nId tO bE stRoNg.. n he CaMes..
HaiS.. sHo tOdae.. aFter sKul acTually wAnnA gO wiTh viOlet..
buT.. sUper mOodY.. shO ii rEjeCted n jUs wAlked oFF wIth mY eAr piEcE alOng..
tOok thE sAme bUs aS JL, bUt serIously.. MOODLESS.
shO oTw tO aLijunie.. ii dInt evEn aNswEr hIm a qUestiOns..
jUs lIsteN tO sOng lIke nObOdy's cAre.
DuN rEali wAnna sEe anY1 of the ClasSmaTe tOdae.. (ANYONE)

Three Words One Meaning

*Forget You Totally*

I've lost you once,
i don't want to have the feeling of losing you again ,.

So..

Only way to don't want the feeling.. is

Forget you.

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在这个时刻

我想起喷泉旁的白鸽

甜蜜散落了

情绪莫名的拉扯

我还爱你呢

而你断断续续唱着歌

假装没事了

时间过了走了

爱情面临选择

你冷了倦了我哭了

离开时的不快乐

你用卡片手写着

有些爱只给到这真的痛了

怎么了你累了说好的幸福呢

我懂了不说了爱淡了梦远了

开心与不开心一一细数着

你再不舍

那些爱过的感觉都太深刻

我都还记得

你不等了说好的幸福呢

我错了泪干了放手了后悔了

只是回忆的音乐盒还旋转着

怎么停呢.

MemOr%%hAunt

2008-11-10T01:09:00.002+08:00

YesTerDae!
waKing up at 8 =D wash up my face, thn SHOOT!! to the basketball court xD.
play about 1 - 2 hours.. thn its time to prepare going out attending lessons!
after my Lessons, i nid to chiOng tO Orchard theR fOr Sam's BirtHdae.. (BuSy siOl.)
rEach lerh, meEt Sam tHey all, wAlk arOund likE idiOt. zz.. jUst tO buy a eARring.. xS
haIsss afTer brOught his "PreSent".. SHOOT!! to his hOuse fOr sTeambOat.. (Woots)
tHe Heineken Power siOl.. i keeP dRinkiNg n dOesnt rEalIse thAt mY fAce liKe tOmatO. lols~
bUt.. rEally wIsh i wIll bE dRunK.. aT leASt can fOrget aBiT (Fan Nao) =).. lOls..
sTill gOrts alOt iNterEstinG tHIngy didNt meNtiOn insIde.. (*iNcoNvinent*)

Ask me for more detail

*EnD*

MemOr%%hAunt

2008-11-07T00:21:00.003+08:00

YesTerDaE =D
ii juz sHarre a sEcrEt tO Eileen =).. (eh dun mistaken as "Bu Neng Shuo De Mi Mi" arh!! xD)
tAt mAkes mIIe fEel bEttEr =) eSpeCially eU shAring uR sEcrEt tO tHe One eU tRusted anD..
sHe gAve miie aLots of pOsitive cOmment fOr miie nOrt tO tHink nEgAtivEly. (Shows that she still care about miie) xPP..
Eileen!! prOmise nOrt tO tell anyOne kayz?! hehex

eNd*

tOdae! xD

aCtually nOtHing muCh tO pOst..

cOsh.. all viOlet n cHriS said.. ishh truE T_T..

hahas k. aFter scH.. larry, Samson, Chris, Violet n mie. Go Clarky Quay lOoking fOr "sOmeThinGs".. tOok buss 63 n at buS pLaying pSp. in The enD we reaAch bUs iNterchAnge O_O" we MiISS tHe BUSSTOP!!! n nO onE nOTicing iT =.="..

tAking thE sAme busEs aRound agAin, sEarching for ClarkyQuay stops, aNd.. again.. -.-"

but HeNg, =D mIss 1 busStop only! hehex..

aFter rEaching cLarky, taT bAs**** Violet, keep on disturbing thOse STrangeRs, especially Girls! Ya oKay ii aDmit tAt i disturb abiit oSoo xD..

and ii fInally nOe tAt Chris is lOoking fOr dOmO! (i think is for Jing Xi larhs!) aftEr wE rEached cHinA tOwn, ( frOm ClarkY tO cHinAtOwn..) ._."

But in the end.. nOthiNg wAs fOund! T.T = (Wasted Trip) hohOs.

guEss sAm brOugHt us tO the wrOng plAces ._."?

afTer tAt, Violet & mIe, gOing tO Chris housees. (the house quite big siol)

tOok mRt from china tOwn tO euNos =).

dARn! Full!! i can hArdly bReath.. :( all rEally sQeeZe miie like ii sqeezE thOse hAmburGer xD..

and.. jUSt a SudDen.. i fElt tAt tHerE aRe 2 soft, bouncy? thingy keep sqeezing my BaCk.. and just suddenly a malay/indian girl's head, lean on my shoulder -.-". (hAis, duNo must saY i EaRn or lOss, cOsh shE jUst mOlest miie!!! xP) lols..

AfTer ReAcH Chris hOuse. See tAt bLoOdy Violet, pOst hiS blOg, plAy aWhile MH(Monster Hunter2G) fIghtIng thE tigreX & kuShalA Daora. tHn gO hOme. ._." (sHo lamE!xD)

hAis.. nOw tIred lerh.s tMl still gOrt sch (TAT) i dUn waN gO!!!!

end HerE.. GdNitE =DD

MemOr%%hAunt

2008-11-05T15:43:00.003+08:00

Stress!!
Super Stress arh!!!..
i still gOrt uNcle E de wOrk to chiOng (Processing)
sTill gOrt ChUA (the Shorttie) dErhs wOrk (Preparing T_T)
AND sRi de wEbsiTe to cOmpleTe!! (Out Of Question!! ._.)
aLL tHis bY tHe lAst 2 WeeKS!!! gOSh!

HaIS
tOday sO bOring.. wAlking bAck hOme in tHe midDle Of tHe rAin..
keEp oN thInKing.. n FinAlly.. aN iDea..
ii deLeted hEr nUmber.. & sO i wOnt sMs heR agAin.. xD
i gUess tAts tHe bEst wAy.. =)

MemOr%%hAunt

2008-11-05T15:18:00.003+08:00

Yesterday~

Right After Skul. My Classmate n i gO tU Orchard wATching mOviess.. (The Coffin).
QuiTe Ok, nOt verY scArY but.. Im ShivEring.. cOsh.. tOO cOLD!!!! xD
But then.. i saw an iDiOt sCare liKe F***..
hUgginG hIs bAg, tRying tO cOver hiS VisiOn..
ii wAs lIke.. (gOsh!) scaRy cAt! lols..
thn afteR tAt wE mEet my WiFe !!! Zince!! xP.
wAlk jUst a LitTle mOment & she GtG tO mEet heR fRiendz ;S KiDda sAd. hOhoS.
mAkaN fiNish KFC/Mac. thn wE gO sEpeRate..
bAck tO oUrs OWN hOuseS.

ThE End!

MemOr%%hAunt

2008-11-03T14:58:00.002+08:00

haish..

tOday abIt nO mOod at scKul..
dOnO why osO. but tHx tO Zince, my dearest hOney xD
keEp miiE aCcOmpanY whOle lessOn.. =D..
still leave miie at msg after scKul =D
(How Sweet huh!)
thn after scKul Violet jiO miie go simei ITE derh.
saY waD see Chris basketball tOurnament..
bUllShiT larhs! wanNa sEE gAls thn sAy laRhs!! xP shO ii dint gO lOrh!

Ps arh Chris. dint see hOw yOu perfOrm xD
and then.. mie & violet seperated at Paya Lebar MRT station ~_~"
taking a F***ing lOng tRip tO hOmee. ._." mY buTt nUmb wheN reaCch bOonLayy =D..
AiiyOo.. tOday i acTually brOke my prOmiise )=.
cOssh shE keEp tOking tO miie.. shO gOrts nO chOices, buT tO rePly hEr..
i wOnder wAd puniShment wIll ii recEive )=..
if will lOst heR, ii rAther bE Mute thn tOk tO hEr(TAT)

MemOr%%hAunt

2008-11-01T23:35:00.007+08:00

Today is a Happy day!!

Early in the mOrning, acc mama buy thingy. =D
thn afternOon ask my fRiz go jurOng wEst lOok for keybOard cOursEs =DD..
hEh n fInally fOund!!, but sweaTing like hEll =.="..

SO HOT!!!!!! xD

MemOr&&hAunt

First fEw Daes i dint seen her, so wOrry tAt shE will gIve uP hEr fUture again..

but i saw her ytd =D...

at lEast now i noe she is still there..

but cant tOk tO her again lerh =(, i prOmise tAt, i caN dun tOk tO her,

dun diStuRb heR,

dUn hAraSs hEr. &

dont love her..

as lOng as, she dOnt give up her future..

sO nOw she caMe baCk n

thE prOmise i mAke..

its time to cArry..

MemOr%%hAunt

2008-10-31T00:39:00.002+08:00

abiiT hOt nOw.. hehhe, juz drank sOme wIne.. =D.
Aiiz, ii duno tAt dRink Wine WhIle BaD mOod ish shO shOik derh..
hahaz.. at least cAn "temperally" fOrgEt wHy ii sHo MoOdlEss tOdae.
reAlly hOpe tAt a cUp Of wIne cAn jUz let miie doze like pIg, till tml mOrniNg..

haIzz, tOdae sUper moOdy derh.. ii sTarTed tO sUspEct tAt, iizzit wrOng tO dO tIs?

ii nOe sHe hAte miie tO the cOre riTe nOw..

but.. ii juZ wish tAt sHe wOnt affecTed her studies.. sTart tO hAte mysElf nOwadays..
hOw caN ii be shO stUpid tO say sUch thingy tO heR..

She is my Clone, my shadow..
I know that i understand her,
i know that what she want actually.

But, she dont understand me...

(2 days)

MemOr%%hAunt

2008-10-28T11:35:00.011+08:00

LoLs
ToDay Just wakE up Thn saW Eileen de Tag lerhh hohos (so fortunate xP)

Hais, Been woken up by My DeaRest Sis,

she Just GaVe mE a KicK tO my Butt. T.T

Later AFternOon i NeeD tU Go ouT WiTh FrieNdz to QueeNswaY Search for PSP!! (Yea!!)

i WaIted for LoOOng lerrh!!! xD

thn After tat... if goRt TimE theN acC Violet JaLan jAlAn bEAh. xD

And TheN, 1 dae gOne.. T.T

MemOr%%hAunt

Actually, i dont believe that what others said, cause i dont believe that, a person will get near to other person with full of motives. Especially you, a good, innocent looking girl would do this kind of things, i choose not to believe those rumours. But, i can felt that.. the gaps between us is getting bigger. Soon, we standing further & not see each other again. I wish to remain this kind of Stranger relationship. Because...

(Stick with you, i will let my friend down. Run away from you, I will let myself down).

MemOr%%hAunt

SuPer BoRiing daE ._.

2008-10-26T20:44:00.003+08:00

SuPer BoRiin DaEE ._.

heyhey...
tudAee wAke up sHo early in the end nO mOod gO basketball lOls.
thn accOmpany my mama buy things xD..
hohOs..

thn arOund 3 or 4, i decide tu gO plaE basketball fOr awhile~..
especially with my brO =X, he dAmN prO iin basketball .. haiish..
dunO need train till when thn can be like him ._.

acutally wana jiO Violet tu gO Mac n dO my sch drawing de..
thn suddenly osO feel like nOr mOod to call him siOoll..
(hEh sOwiez aarhh Violet xP)
so ii draw at home lOhh. (Emo) ._.
hais, nOwadays super mOodless ._.
even ii myself duno why.

maybe... is..

k lerh larhs ii end here lerrr..
tOday super boring derrhs.

MemOr%%hAunt

Morning Happiness xD

2008-10-25T10:26:00.004+08:00

Yawn!!!..
Haha.. frOm yTd niGht 3:30Am tIll nOw, i wAs iN SuPer hAppy mOod ;D.
sHe gAve me An rEplY ytD =D.. sAying tat "I Wanna Make Friend Also Cannot?"
fRom tat PhRase ii can sEnse taT waT shE is trying tU saee ^^..

(And.. Suddenly my heart.. lighter alot.. really.. alots...)

MemOr%%hAunt

Sexy "WOMAN"

2008-10-25T00:18:00.004+08:00

Gosh!..

Just now after school, we going suntec jalan jalan =D..
thn at night, violet chris Fadilah & me go orchard makan..
thn at half way to MRT station, we going down and saw a damn sexy "woman"
coming up, chris & me saw "HIM" and keep repeating wtf wtf, lols.
thn keep saw "him" staring at violet with the two sexy bitchy naughty horny eyes expression.. LOLS.. even when "HE" passing us, "HE" turn around & continue staring.. till violet scare & run to the corner!! hohoho!..

HEADLINE

MemOr%%hAunt

moOdlesS

2008-10-24T01:30:00.003+08:00

hAiiyOo..
tO daE reallii nO mOod siia..
ii thiNk muSt advOid herr frOm nOw On lerrhs..
KnOwing thAt wE aRe imMpoOsiible derrh
but Whyy still StiCking tO eAch OtheR lIke Superr GluE Nehhz..
Haiiss.. ;(

MemOr%%hAunt

2008-10-23T22:29:00.002+08:00

Just Make This Blog For Fun nia =P
Thx Wei Neng for helping!!!!=D
hexhex.. xP

MemOr%%hAunt